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Faith in the Face of Perplexity
There
are many things that we don’t understand. There are even things that our Lord
keeps from us. He tells us that he has His secrets (Deut. 29:29). Strangely, He
sometimes even withholds words of comfort.
Abraham
knew that it wasn’t going to fair well for Sodom. God was going to judge that
city and the surrounding ones that had so utterly rebelled against His truth.
However, Abraham’s nephew Lot and his family lived in Sodom, so Abraham
interceded for Sodom with Yahweh:
- “What if there are fifty
righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare
the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it?” (Gen. 18:24)
God
agreed that He wouldn’t. However, Abraham wanted to make sure that Yahweh
wouldn’t destroy Sodom, and so he tried to reduce the minimum number of
righteous down to 10:
- Then
he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more.
What if only ten can be found there?"
To Abraham’s great relief, Yahweh consented
that if there were 10 righteous in Sodom, He wouldn’t destroy the city.
However, Abraham’s hopes were dashed:
- Early
the next morning Abraham got up and returned to the place where he had
stood before the Lord. He
looked down toward Sodom and Gomorrah, toward all the land of the plain,
and he saw dense smoke rising from the land, like smoke from a furnace.
(Gen. 19:27-28)
Sodom and the surrounding towns had been
utterly consumed! There weren’t even 10 righteous! However, we have no
indication that Abraham ever learned that God had spared Lot and his family.
The Bible records no further communication between them. Instead, it seems that
after the horrific sight of Sodom’s destruction, Abraham pulled up his stakes
and moved out of the area (Gen. 20:1-2) to the land of Gerar, where his faith
once again lapsed.
It doesn’t seem that God had given him
any indication that his prayer for Lot had been answered, despite Sodom’s
destruction.
Why
didn’t God ever engineer a joyous reunion between Lot and Abraham? Why hadn’t
God informed Abraham of His faithfulness? The secret things belong to God, and
therefore, there are many questions we can’t answer.
How
then was Abraham able to continue walking in faith in view of a God who
seemingly brought such tragedy upon his small and dwindling family? Could he
trust such a God for his own life? Evidently, he felt he couldn’t. Despite the
fact that God had promised that Sarah would give birth to their promised son
next year, Abraham bowed to fear and allowed the King of Gerar to take Sarah
for his wife.
However,
God was faithful and miraculously restored Sarah to her husband Abraham, and
Isaac was born as promised.
It
was clear that Abraham wasn’t able to understand all of God’s ways. However, he
was learning that God is faithful. Consequently, about 10-15 years later, we
find a courageous Abraham. He now believed in his God to the extent that he was
even willing to sacrifice his son Isaac at God’s bequest.
It is the faithfulness of God that enables us to live with perplexity. However, there is another important piece in the puzzle of living by faith in the midst of great loss and perplexity.
It is the faithfulness of God that enables us to live with perplexity. However, there is another important piece in the puzzle of living by faith in the midst of great loss and perplexity.
Job
had lost everything – family, friends, financial resources, and even his physical
well-being. Understandably, he charged God with injustice and unfaithfulness.
However, God finally challenged Job’s indictments:
- Then the Lord answered Job out
of the storm. He said: "Who is this that darkens my counsel with
words without knowledge? Brace yourself like a man; I will question you,
and you shall answer me. (Job
38:1-3)
Job couldn’t answer even one of God’s many questions. Job learned a humiliating lesson.
He now understood that his understanding was very limited, so limited that, he
had no basis to bring charges against God. Job, therefore, repented profusely:
- "I
am unworthy--how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth. I spoke
once, but I have no answer--twice, but I will say no more." (Job 40:4-5)
- "I
know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted. You
asked, 'Who is this that obscures my counsel without knowledge?' Surely I
spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to
know…My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I
despise myself and repent in dust and ashes." (Job 42:2-6)
We too speak of things we don’t
understand. We fail to see the entire picture. Our problem is that we think we
have a wisdom when we really don’t.
Ironically, it is this blind self-confidence
that causes us harm. Because we are convinced that we do understand, when we
really don’t, we too bring indictments against God, cause ourselves unnecessary
grief, and even shipwreck our faith.
There is much that I cannot understand.
My dear and faithful friend, hearing voices and suffering from paranoia,
recently took his life. I cried out to God, “How could You have allowed such a
thing to happen. You could have healed him!” Lacking the bigger picture, I
brought my own indictments against God.
Jesus had received word from Mary that
her brother Lazarus was dying and that He should come. However, Jesus purposely
delayed two days, allowing Lazarus to die. He could have merely spoken a word
and Lazarus would have been healed, but He didn’t.
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So
then he told them [His disciples] plainly, "Lazarus is dead, and for your
sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to
him." (John 11:14-15)
However, Mary was perplexed that Jesus had delayed and charged, “If you had been here, my brother would not have died” (John 11:21). However, this death had a happy ending. Lazarus was raised up and many believed and faith restored.
However, many of us are still waiting for
our Lazarus to be raised, and we see no indication that this will happen. We
have signed our indictments, filed our charges, and they remain unanswered.
Consequently, we are tortured by doubts, regrets, anxiety, and bitterness. We
do not see any possible resurrection; none is in sight. Trust is our only
light, but it seems to have died along with Lazarus.
However, after laying out her charge
against Jesus, Mary cried out in faith:
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But
I know that even now God will give you whatever you ask." (John 11:22).
I trust that my precious friend is with
our ever-gracious Savior. Nevertheless, I don’t understand why He allowed this
to happen, but I am confident that He has his reasons!
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Trust
in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and
he will make your paths straight.
(Proverbs 3:5-6)